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Creation Is The Only True Pleasure

by Mark Automaton

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1.
The Catherine-wheels dazzle Leave a blurred afterimage Night-birds gather Like furtive parlour-singers The mourners, broken-hearted Shuffle along the track Stern northerners mutter And wave a union jack And stupidity runs through everything Stupidity runs through everything Who's the real winner When ignorant scientists Overthrow wayward pilgrims Denying they exist Sweet-voiced sisters Carelessly rend Their filmy petticoats In a bout of frantic hymns And stupidity runs through everything Stupidity runs through everything Seventy-two protesters Anointing mother earth Discordant, dithering Predict a virgin birth Meanwhile, in Havana Fluent-tongued beauties Don their chiffon robes With the sacrificial rubies And stupidity runs through everything Stupidity runs through everything The cotton-fields are aflame The orphans all lie bleeding The drunkards take no notice As we bid you all good evening And stupidity runs through everything Stupidity runs through everything Good evening Good evening Good evening Good evening!
2.
I'm So Happy 02:50
I'm so happy - I don't know why I'm so happy - I want to cry I'm so happy - can't you see? I'm so happy - just look at me I want no part of this conspiracy Make your evil plans with someone else A lot of people put their trust in me I will not betray myself I'm so happy - I don't know why I'm so happy - I want to cry I'm so happy - can't you see? I'm so happy - just look at me I want no part of this controversy Arguing does not interest me Maybe it fulfils a need in you But I'll never have the time to see I'm so happy - I don't know why I'm so happy - I want to cry I'm so happy - can't you see? I'm so happy - just look at me I'm so happy I'm so happy I'm so happy I'm so happy
3.
Another day dawns way too soon Bursting uninvited into her room Lighting up the wreckage Cutting through the gloom To Dolly Daydream Dolly Daydream Demons bouncing on her bed Vulcan hammers inside her head "If this is my life then I would rather be dead" Thinks Dolly Daydream Dolly Daydream She seems to spend half of her life Waiting for the lights to change No sooner have they turned to green Than they're back to red again The time slips by, she wants to cry Where does it go? She doesn't know Each hour melts into the one before Bottles of vodka and little white pills The cause of, and cure for, all her ills No past, no future No hope, no thrills For Dolly Daydream Dolly Daydream She kissed the boys, but they made her cry She kissed the girls too, and she wonders why "Am I really living If I'm living a lie?" Asks Dolly Daydream Dolly Daydream She seems to spend half of her life Waiting for the lights to change No sooner have they turned to green Than they're back to red again The time slips by, she wants to cry Where does it go? She doesn't know Each hour melts into the one before Another day ends as it began In the human race she's an also-ran "Have I been missed out From some master plan?" Wonders Dolly Daydream Dolly Daydream
4.
Drunken girl in her milky gown Pink frantic summer dress A thousand stars are sleeping on The gorgeous symphony of her breast Remember the angel with a voice of velvet Lingering in a whirl of smoke Dark child celebrates a work of brilliance Exploring your ferocious dance These two secrets, devouring, delicious Wake from eternity and desire Then, naked, wet and blushing Turn away from your sacred fire Ask for a broken picture Of liquid marble men Give in to steaming embraces And mornings with coffee cake Dazzle women with your rhythmic breath Desire decaying hearts that bleed Secret blues into a poisoned ocean And look into this clouded glass Death, black as a crushing urge Sordid summer of aching sleep Scream and drive away the rain The shadows watch together. Life, languid, whispers "Please" Sweetly smear a thousand dreams Sing beneath your ugly skin As friendless music pounds Laughing young men secretly praise The melting joy of perfumed drapes Gods drink, decay and die Surrounded by a cloud of stars Ask me for no words They would linger too long In the concrete grasp of sad poetry This smile hides An eternity of secrets The magic prisoner of silk and steel Spring is always cloudy The Earth cannot rest in peace Summer breathes a sanctuary Into the murmuring forest Autumn covers seeds with gentle frost Each vivid bough an ancient Eden Winter never leaves My quiet world of shade We beat about these misty waters In a ship of elaborate whispers Stormy pictures playing in our heads The dreaming, reeling men Me and my mother Recalling a thousand bitter deaths We heave together while a lazy moon shines down Like a television
5.
It was a dark and stormy night That's the way these stories go Or at least that's what they tell me The kind of people who would know I was living down in Bristol With a woman and a cat I asked "Will this last forever?" She said "I seriously doubt that" It was a dark and stormy night And the rain was driving down I climbed aboard a train And got the hell out of that town I had lots of time for thinking But still I'm mystified About who is right and who is wrong And who gets to decide It was a dark and stormy night Though perhaps not quite as black As the thoughts that circled in my mind As we rattled down that track So how should I begin And how should I presume To ignore the clumsy elephant That blunders round the room? It's a dark and stormy night And the hour is getting late But still I can't transmute the lead of love Into the gold of hate So the pantomime continues As it has done all my life As beguiling as a lover As familiar as a wife
6.
Gnarled pebbles, dead men's teeth Almost barbarous, but strangely sorrowful The nail-marks on the weathercock Dismissed by sceptical boys Swarthy policemen from Massachusetts Are shouldering their gaunt guitars While a naked metaphysician crawls Across a greenish stockroom floor In his hands a cutlass and a filthy kettle He swears in gutteral French While the night-watchman's eyes survey The superhighways of the cosmos Bacchus overslept, lounging childlike While rum-drinkers grasp a poisoned fig Sycamore trees crack like knuckles And porcelain skeletons rattle in outhouses Frozen bodies in close-packed graveyards Statuesque chambers of earsplitting silence Christians cartwheel past in the costumes Of immigrants, teachers and troubadors
7.
All Aboard! 02:21
Blow the whistle, ring the bell All aboard, all aboard! This handcart is bound for hell All aboard, all aboard! Look around you - what the hell have you done? Be dismayed, be dismayed The movie's over and the bad guys won Be afraid, be very afraid They're all laughing but you don't get the joke Everyone knows, everyone knows Your whole future is up in smoke There it goes, there it goes All those promises that you read They were lies, nothing but lies Now the gold has turned to lead What a surprise, what a surprise We're all in the gutter and there are no stars The sky is dark, the night is black The scapegoats are heading to the abbatoirs There's no way back, it's a one-way track
8.
Mid 50s teenage danceparty In a second world war How do we reach it? How do we succeed? Drawings on the floorboards Our parents will have to be tricked Material And moral We're attacking everything And everyone Everything Everyone How do we reach you? How to make you see We're laughing at you But you're loving every minute, aren't you? You're loving every minute, you fools Mid 50s teenage danceparty In a second world war Two flies squashed in the act of copulation It's absurdity Absurdity Absurdity The drunken ramblings of a hooligan Condemning the formal procedure The woods are white or black They will never go to sleep Lost in the forest Absurd Can't go on Want to go home Mid 50s teenage danceparty In the year after next Laughing a little nervously I felt my heart explode Exchange of signals Hating by semaphore Delirious phenomena I can't see further than the toe of my boot But who needs to? Who really needs to? Death is a mystery no longer But creation is the only true pleasure Or is it? Or is it? Mid 50s teenage danceparty In a nuclear shelter Mid 50s teenage danceparty In a blazing building Mid 50s teenage danceparty Can be quite amusing Mid 50s teenage danceparty Can be thoroughly confusing Mid 50s teenage danceparty Dance with me Mid 50s teenage danceparty Won't you dance with me? Let's dance Dance with me Let's dance Let's dance With me Let's dance Dance, dance In a blazing building Dance, dance In a nuclear shelter Dance With Me
9.
Lots of Fun 02:57
Would you lay down your life for music? Would you die for Radio One? Would you make the ultimate sacrifice For a tune that you can hum? Singing songs is lots of fun But it’s not enough to base your life upon I’ll buy you a ring and let’s get married I’ll love you forever more Or at least until the divorce comes through When you leave, don’t slam the door Being in love is lots of fun But it’s not enough to base your life upon How precious are the things you value? How essential are the things you need? What’s the point of status-seeking Materialism and greed? Owning things is lots of fun But it’s not enough to base your life upon You wanna be rich and powerful An influential man some day Walking all over the people Who happen to get in your way Being important is lots of fun But it’s not enough to base your life upon
10.
Was I a visionary? Am I a fool? Were you angry Or just being cruel? You were Ophelia I was a clown The things that you said Are bringing me down The first time I saw you You were standing on the lawn I saw flowers bloom around you And then they were gone I tried hard to capture Your spirit and grace Make the shapes in my mind Fit the lines of your face Then there was the time You asked about my sister I didn't even Know that you missed her The door of my wardrobe Stands open wide A painful reminder That you once hid inside Now and then the postman Asks if you're well I have to lie to him And I know he can tell I see him now From my window seat He's photographing children As they play in the street Were you just a princess Or an exquisite whore? Have I loved you enough? Do I need to love you more? I wore my love like a medal My pride came before a fall Sometimes I wonder If we ever met at all
11.
Windmills breathing Crowbars burying Night neverending River-banks glow Deafening moonshine Crucified seducer Secret corridor Rattling breath Holy prophets Caretakers sneaking Colours moving Foothills steep Western psychology Jaded paradox Words dismissed Nervous eyes Pointless meditations Sympathetic delusions Messy needles Opiate hell Nostalgic fashion Gasping bridegrooms Hypnotised angels Bloodless guns
12.
Parallax 04:13
This is a photograph Of the girl I mentioned You see she had black hair then It's so easy To be cynical No need for explanation There is a small Discrepancy Between the mind and the eye A love letter A suicide note Are not real reasons to die There is a small Discrepancy Between the head and the heart You claim to have Known this all along You could see the ending from the start Why must I Conform to your standards? I play this game to my own rules If you're not interested I'll show you to the door I've had more than my share of ridicule There is a small Discrepancy Between the head and the heart You claim to have Known this all along You could see the ending from the start There is a small Discrepancy Between the mind and the eye A love letter A suicide note These are not real reasons to die
13.
The weather man says rain today Wrap up well before you go out to play Look both ways before you cross the street Go to the shop and get something to eat Buildings rise up all around him Biting wind and rain to drown him Faces looking out of windows In the art shops, at the bus stops He sold his soul to a business man But his life is still his own He meets his girlfriend in the library The smell of lust among the books He knows his sex life is a bore He thinks his love life is a chore He tries to watch the television But tires of its repetition And the newspapers make no sense And the newspapers make no sense at all He puts on a suit and then he dies Monday to Friday, from nine to five He hides the urge to kill the boss Fools himself he doesn’t give a toss Gets his money, goes into town Looking in shops and walking around Buying new things he doesn’t need Fireproof, shockproof, guaranteed He’s trapped inside an empty city That’s full of people but no friends And the only consolation for him Is new things and money to spend
14.
On a desolate glittering night Assyrian prisoners strain their bonds Uttering incantations Fireflies among the brooding pines Sleepless alcoholic hangmen Praying for salvation This is the verse This is the song These are the shoes Put them on Put them on Ivory blossoms bend in the wind Lit by pulsating rays From distant constellations The battlefield is thick with smoke And superficial lies Related in exultation Pack up the books Turn off the tape Put on the shoes There's no escape No escape Twenty-four unbroken tablets Engraved with obscene poems Offering new temptations The guests recline on dirty sheets Bewitched by laughing maids They wallow in degradation No time for regret Take a final breath Put on the shoes Dance to your death To your death To your death
15.
I took my dog to the outhouse Shot him in the head I took my dog to the outhouse Shot him in the head He was old, he was sick He was better off dead (In my opinion) My neighbour was a scumbag He would beat his wife My neighbour was a scumbag He would beat his wife So I cut off his balls With a rusty knife (It was a service to the community) My baby went and left me For another man My baby went and left me For another man So I caved in his head With a frying pan (It was the first thing that came to hand) Reverend Johnson told me That I'm going to hell Reverend Johnson told me I'm going to hell So I slit his throat And stuffed him down a well (I'm sure, as a Christian, he'd forgive me) Now, you might think That I've crossed a line You might think That I've crossed a line But just stay out of my way And you'll be just fine (I'm not a bad person - I've just done bad things)

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Created to "celebrate" the 40th anniversary of Mark's involvement in music-making, this album gathers together a clutch of songs previously released on various 391 albums, a couple of rebooted Instant Automatons tracks, and some previously unreleased items.

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released April 25, 2017

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Mark Automaton UK

Mark Automaton came to prominence as a founding member of the seminal “cassette culture” band the Instant Automatons, who were instrumental in spearheading the UK DIY music scene of the late 70s and early 80s.
Since then, Mark has been active as a producer, musical collaborator and solo artist, releasing music under his own name and also as 391 and randomk/automata.
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